Personal redemption…what is it to you, and how will it help you move on with your life? I have been thinking about this for some time. After all the abuse that goes back to my teenage years until 8 years ago and how much it caused a disconnect. I have been trying to find myself through all of this, and it has probably been the most challenging thing to do. I have tried to erase painful memories from my mind thinking that was the healthiest way to fix me. But that’s definitely not the best way. Then I met someone who has been so loving, patient, and supportive. That has been a comfort throughout this journey. But I decided to return and get my associate’s degree, and I felt incredible and inspired. So I kept going on to my bachelor’s degree, and now I’m about 6 months away from graduating, and the feeling is incredible to me. So I decided to look up options for my master’s degree and found I can do a direct entry for nursing. And I knew then that I could finish school in 2 years, and I would meet my goals. Then I can help other women, which I have always wanted to do. Recently, I stumbled upon an opportunity to volunteer to help others when I can. It seems so serendipitous that I started to find my way simultaneously. I have always wanted to make a difference and help others.
I have not changed or added any relevant content for some time. I had to make some choices and chain my education, which made me unhappy. Because I have worked hard to have as much peace in my life after everything I have been through, I had to drop my intended major so others would be happy. I can still do law school, but it will be put last. I just went back to the health science major I originally began with. I have been trying to care for so much on my own for about 25 years. I assumed responsibility when others just decided they would not help. So, eventually, I will get to have a life. It’s usually the daughter that takes care of things and takes on the stress and responsibility of caring for sick family members.